fun activites for the past few days but work side seems to be bad. still lot of thing i not too sure about paint. i been reading paint book but i just don t know it. need tutor for this le. back to school life. wanted to go for NACE 2 but gonna be a bomb to me. start saving le..

fishing at Yishun dam is not allow and will be fine $500 but we just try out luck.
jeffery super lucky guy. everytime he go, he got a fish. bigger and bigger. but me oni a small fish. :(

fishing team


small fish i got :(

the big fish jeffery caught

i holding jeff "soon hock"

fish size " 1 & half slipper & 1 pack marlboro" weight "3kg++"

end up nice dish :) $12 to cook it. wow.. cheap cheap

we have been at yishun dam every day. seems like we gonna be fisherman le. haha. really fun but its bored waiting for fish.

finally got my sound system head unit le. yeah can watch DVD and nice song. cool. got a cheap deal from robin. he seems well and gonna be a big boss soon. miss times in ITE with him and shailk. now must think of my woofer and speaker le.

30may went club. maybe wanne see min. she grow fatter le. haha. her bf really does a great job. i 2 year plus with her and i oni make her more skinny. think back, today should be our 4yrs le. stupid me so playful and don t know how to treasure. waited till 4am n not drunk just to drive her up to her car. hehe. all thing done too late le. so life still goes on and on..

early for work :) feel happy but see tony face seems to be still unhappy. i need to wake up more early ba.. stomach pain all the way. keep rushing for toilet. hate this kind of feeling when putting overall.

normal day passes day by day waiting for panha to come. chat with her a while as she need to rush back studio. wau lau dun know so rush for wat. then send ong back to airport to germany agaiin. haha. ask him to check lot of branded back this time. my new key pouch and ring :)

now keong next to me. idiot of him can't sleep and keep acting his hand pain. accidently hit his mouth. now bleeding le. sorry sia. now his angry. hope he can sleep le.. :)

morning goes eat kfc breakfast with mum. so nice the twister(american). still got 4 more meal to try out. then rush to yard.. IDIOT.. got into speed trap. sad sia. just got 1 last week oni. die le. this time gonna get summon and point deduction le. gonna be $140 and 4 point :(

go town with ong and linda. goes around all the branded song to see the price. trying to compare with germany. got a few idea wat to get. hehe.. broke again ba. get to know panha coming on 6 june. haha. great. maybe trying to take 1 week leave to accompany her. but scare run out of idea. where to go???

omg.. sad day.. i didn t go inspection. give my tony and tey bad image le. i gonna work hard in waking up early. whole day emo coz i really let them down.

reach home early to sms with panha. haaha.. smile :) she coming to singapore le. going out with ong and linda to eat. spend 70buck on noodle. haha. whole table full and bloated max.

gonna sleep le.. good 9

tired day.. whole day pack with program. of course work first. again injure my leg again. pain pain. hai gonna be real careful.

when to michele baby 1st month. drink some beer and tcss with all the IP chinese.. haha. got two group. then rush off to meet-up keong, jeff, yun, mandy, james for fishing..

i start to hate fishing. i didn t catch any fish at all. this is my 4th location and i caugh nothing. :(
jeff luck was good. he dun know how to cast and fish but he got a small 1. hai. my luck so bad..

first time in bingo 4 i wake up damn early.. i work up 6.45am and play restaurant city till 7.15.. haha. than faster rush to work with my spare tire. look awful sia. haha. reach work place then knew that the inspection hav been done yesterday. idiot. but nvm i went to carpark and sleep. waited for my friends tey to wake up to ask him accompany to standford tire. wau lau they tell me the tire cannot be re-use and wan me to change. pocket got hole again. there goes my 150buck :(

meet-up with min. treat her eat her favourite sushi. broke but just willing to spend on her. but now i realise i just a atm to her. really feel tat why. from her month to my face telling me, ask me out just wanne borrow money from me to buy fone for her bf. wth.. i can feel her love for her bf. coz she used to do that for me. so i don t blame her. just that i understand where i stand. really hopeless i guess. xiang u have to given up that u lost. so i telling myself, treasure someone when still together.

meet-up with ong lai for his birthday. haha. i'm the 1st guy to get him a present. feel great. brought him a braun buffel key pouch for his new car. he so happy. went around with linda, ong, linda friends and BIG boss.. her friends boss really boss sia. spend with USD. wow.. treated us with martini and othere drink. nice nice.. :)

another sick day.. quite suffer when inside the tank today. after getting out from the inspection, i request for a sick leave. omg really cannot make it for the medicine.

reach home and call ah fa to accompany me to fetch ong lai from germany. real sleepy. lucky ah fa agree to drive me to pic onglai up. sleeping almost all the way in the car. when i saw onglai, he slim down lot. germany trip seems tough. hear his war story seems fun. i wanne go there too.. he tell me got many branded sia at cheap price. haha..

then got a sms from min... so happy. invite me for a car washing together.. :)
but end up i wash for her. sick still must help her. no choice. o her too much.
after washing, we sit down to talk about our past. really regret. she told me how she feel. i really sad when listening to all that. feel like killing myself. but i promiss myself. really a deadly promiss. i will wait for her till 30 may 2010. in between this time, i will NOT accept anyone. that the oni way i belive she can trust me. no matter what she say i will endure to this promiss i make today.

worst thing happen... my celica tire burst.. so sad. heart pain pain.. :(

me & min mafia to be

got to sleep le. tml 6.30 have to wake up to avoid jam to jurong for a washing inspection.

MC for me today.. really no strength once wake up. but promiss james must go fishing. hai.. how i really wish a person can be my side take good care of me. my karma have come ba. used to have ppl tresure me but i don't..

then we went to macritchie reservoir to fish. keong and james tell me sure can catch 1. so have to believe them. james prove to me. less then 1min he almost caught 1.. haha. but been follow by the PUB ppl. no choice so have to change place. this time we went to upper selatar reservoir. worst.. not even a single fish and end up my bait i lose it. keep hang on to the rock and tthose stupid sea weed make me think that i caught a fish. feel more tired then have to go home

on the wat back home, we saw 3 monkey chasing 1 monkey. they run veri veri fast. till the monkey wanted to jump into the reservoir. guess wat, that monkey really jump into it. then the 3 monkey chase another 1.. wow there seems like a mafia war..

i wan to be better. i wan to get better. too much medicine for me... hungry but can t eat..

got a msg from min. so shock that the gucci bag i buy for her 21st birthday give way. real sad after hearing this. then another is she ask me fake 1 ar. wow...
if fake 1, i wont be so sad but first time buy so exp thing for not my gf, but a friends now. i wan a thing, i will think so long but for her, i just buy. sad..

i'm sick.. real sick.. flu, cough, light fever and thoat feel damn pain. really need someone to take good care of me.

after seeing doctor, went fishing with keong and james. should go home rest but i dun wanne be alone. so went to buy a motor for keong rod. cost me nearly 200buck. OMG. just a fishing trip, i'm broke.i really need to learn how to save up money le.

we start fishing from 6plus till 11.. oni caught a small fish by keong. till 9plus, i couldn't take it le. my flu start to worse. headaches start coming too.. but i just wanne catch a fish. till james pull me off.. so sad.

got to sleep le.. really headache with bad flu but my gf didn t show much concern to me. that how i feel. i think i really need time to think about this relationship.. :(

whole day raining.. washing car and surfing net the whole morning till evening waiting for monthly safe meeting.. every monday rain, i be happy. coz no more monday blue.
nothing much.. just normal lifes goes on..

my toto didn t kana.. sianz. why i not the 3person kana toto.. haha..

working again.. its sunday and i was so tired to take care of her the night. keep vomiting and a bit nosiy. i wanne sleep!!! then its 6am, suddenly she wanne go home. aiyo what the hell.. then bring her down for cab. i really can t send her home as i drink quite a lot. then she keep saying me. wau lau!! a bit angry but i control my temper. on the way back home from club, i almost hit a taxi. my ball shink!!! then i told her that, guess wat. she say "IZZIT".. seems like i buffing her. keong and jeff keep accompany me otherwise i dun think i able to make it home. feel that she dun treasure me de.. hai..

then rushing report once i got back home. doing report for about 3hrs. super sleepy. then keong chat with a ger and got to meet-her out. haha.. then we out together with keong new friend and fa with yun. kinda sianz sia.. that how my sunday end without seeing her. maybe cannot really everyday meet.

its von birthday.. its held at singapore yacht club. nice place & nice enviorment.. my birthday will be held from there too.. planning to have a yacht birthday.. but kind of expensive. gonna start saving. its a bomb coming to me. then rush off to meet-up with my old sch friends at vivo. saw jia wei baby getting bigger and bigger. so nice. i wanne have my baby too.. haha.

then we went over to zirca to find ah soon. no Q one. haha. then i paid for the enterance. OMG for 6 person, cost me 140buck le. then plus a 2L chivas its another 5++ near to 600 le. just because i wanne sit at the sofa. erm now think back kinda waste. then before i went to the club, i just hold her hand.. then no reject so i thought that a yes from her le. hehe.. finally got ger wan me le. then jeff and keong was so high that they dun wanne leave. then its gonna be 1am, i wanne go firefly but.. my gf vomit over there. feel bad coz i didn t go firefly. :( keong keep asking her to drink. OMG.. then its gonna be a super tiring job le. bring her up to my car and she keep vomiting. hai.. i should have taken good care of her. i feel quite bad and lousy. hai.. i'm just a lousy bf..

early morning bring ah fa to my company for interview.. that great for him to have a stable job le. yeah :) then went for medical full body check up by company. must uraine, check height, weight, heart beat rate, and give 9ml of blood. i so happy coz i'm now 164cm le.. haha. grow by 1cm.. :) then must go x-ray too. wau lao the west point hospital so many indian worker. so smelly sia. then i and james went to fishing shop. seems like james really wanne learn fishing. he wanted so many rod..

then go town pick up y.ling for dinner with hazardous.. she like to laugh and smile lot.. haha... then keong keep disturbing her saying her short. stupid keong u tall graffic. then eat at S11 opp yishun mrt. lucky ah fa wan me to put coupon. that idiot white shirt aunty come give summon again. the car next to me kana sia. lucky heng ar..

again we went Y.D... but this time keong and james was fishing and sue,mandy,yun and ling wat busy toking le. haha. can see that she can mix around with my friends. then left me and fa toking abt my company and job scope. he very fan but that him. love u fa.. haha

nothing much happen today... seems to be quite a bored day... going cwp with ah fa and yun oni.. seeing them happy, i feel so lonely..

lazy day again... whole morning play net at burger king till low batt.. wh no power point.. so lousy. whole day rain and stop. RAIN RAIN everyday come so i dont need to work.. haha

so bugis with jeff to shop shop. shop like crazy again. see what buy wat. end up spending 2++... i gonna save money!!! pls any1 teach me how to save.. i wanne buy rims and bodykits with sound system.. how am i going to save if i keep spending. so many thing undo in my room too.. i need cash... haha.. then go out with y.ling.. suddenly feel she's maybe not my type. kind of keep laughting around oni. scare sia. haha. maybe should wait for my real mrs tan to be.. :)

thanks min for being the 1st person to see my blog.. really surprise.. haha

morning went to maximum racing to check on my alcon brake kit. this workshop got 2 GTR35 park outside sia. seems to be quite good.. then went to the show room.. really standard. tumb up. then go work le. hit my leg and now blue black so big. quite pain... somemore work till quite late. till 6plus.. jam time..

then went out with y.ling and keong to J.B... seafood time.. we order quite a lot.
fish, chili crab, salted egg crab, hotplate dear meat, and baby clam vegg. 3 person eat so much. feel like vomit. then we went to this pub name "HOLA".. big place but the place lose to singapore standard. live band cannot make it. then keong same thing.. his DRUNK again.. dun know why this time got feeling for her but i don t wanne rush thing. i will hold myself to know her more. am i growing up???

working day on sunday is really a bored day. no choice.. then go work place walk walk. just feel like faster go home.

then reach home, i started packing my room and clear those unwanted and spoil stuff. really lot!!! then its MOTHER DAY celebration wor. fun fun. first time i say, i gonna treat all my relative for dinner. this feeling are great. so long never gather around with my relative le. we total 12person but we order 10dish. damn full.. :)

then i went to meet se and shu yun to release my crab i caught the day before on yishun dam. sorry crab, didn t let u all enjoy the life and make u all suffer without food. after that i go and pick up a ger i know at facebook. she seems sweet maybe cause she small size. my type.. haha. but i tell myself and learn from the other, relationshop take time and dun jump into relationship so fast. so we went to Mr. Beam to tcss and then went saiba saiba for a drink. thought can find her friends jasmine over there but end up kana wrong info. then we order drink and start drinking and toking abt the dancer and singer. quite nice of her. then send her home till her house downstair. quite happy but that enough.

on the way home, saw Mr. black dino van driving slow at the 1st lane. haha. his van really look power. i love his bling bling maifa van. gonna sms her le :)

lucky today on the way out from house, my senior call me dun need to come. they help me with the inspection. feel a bit ps but just wondering why so early they go for inspection. nvm so i just continue with my program.

BBQ @ fly-over along penjuru road.
reach there seems fun place to be. its under a fly-over. boat is all around. seems no fish or crab to catch. then when i reach there, seems to be someone home coz got quite many god thing. feel a bit spooky. so everything just contiune normal. fishing, catching crab. we waited so long and the first one to catch was ah keong. then follow by shu yun then ME :) so happy for catch a eel.. really like a snake.
BBQ till evening.. really damn tired. OMG worst thing happen.. we met onto something bad. something non-science thing. then we faster take our things and move out from that area. then head toward amk swimming complex for bathing session. i and jeff was playing with water hose. really pain when hit but water.

then we went to mandy uncle place to ask what happen and offer some prayer. then we start to share our exp on those thing. kind of spooky. not our day.

today i saw with my own eye hows does hyrdoblasting look like. seems cool. water able to remove paint. power..

met those same old gang at cwp for dinner then go sing shiong to buy food for tml BBQ. gonna be fun. then go wash my car. tired job. think getting old le. no mood to polish. then we go back to the same old place, YD.. but this time we at yd is fun.. we go down and catch crab. with ah keong guildance and james big strength on moving those big rock, we caugth a few.. nice nice 1.. purple kong one. gonna sleep to prepare tml pack day :)

whole morning was at arena burger king updated tony my work stuff. lucky yesterday got spend some time prepare for him so wont be so messy. then bring jasper to chua lee heng to change his air filter but install fee cost abt $180!!! he brought the air filter for $100 but the labour cost more. nvm so we went downstair of mid-view building to go GTR to see how much they charge. this time worst, they dont even wan to help to install.. ya ya workshop.

then whole day msg shelia and no reply from her. so sad.. thought today got a chance to see her but end up.. hai.. she forget to bring her phone. haha.. so pig also have.

then go back work in the afternoon.. damn HOT. can cook an egg le. seeing steam from the water.. really hot.. then after work i faster rush home to do my report as the a meet-up at sembawang sea food center for makan session. got me, jeff, keong, james, mandy, fa, yun and sue. order 28 chicken wing, 20 stick satay, gong gong, stingy ray, veg and egg :) the lime juice taste like shit..

then we went yishun dam to chill chill :) enjoy chatting with them and relax. then saw this matrix full of babe.. omg then we play a game, if that car u turn and park behind us then have to go ask them to join us. so keong lost and he really went forward. so cool but we were all rejected.. one of the girl seem sweet to me but.. hai. kind of sad but mandy tell me, i can find someone BETTER :) cheer.. i gonna make it.

happy day... i oni smoke 5 stick today.. haha.. i wanne maintain it.. seeing my friends around keep smoking around me. really hard to quit. but i gonna endure for celica..

yeah today my boss it back. tony is back from thail.. he bring me inside the tank and teach me lot on how to do a fast and sharp way for inspection. really my si fu. no wonder all worker respect him. i wanne be like him too... after work went arena to drink coffee then discuss about my car. i was told to remember that i working this trade, ppl will have red eye if i keep change my car. they will think that i been having under table... I'm NOT!!! haiz...

suddenly feel like meeting shelia. that girl i know her from sub way. i think have been 1 month le ba. haven really have a chance to meet-up. then heard from her that her uncle open ST powered.
OMG.. that the workshop i want my car to be tune at. haha.. hope got more discount. haha. she told me tml maybe meeting me. dun know real not. but she seems to be brave as she a regualy blood donator. i wanne to.. i have been seem year i have donate.

then go out with keong, jeff and yun to sembawang shopping center. New shopping center but seems nothing fun over there. playing inside popular. getting keong and jeff the basic theory book as this really 2 f*** fail 6 time in a row. are they idiot? we went daiso to shop shop. wow so many thing over there. i brought this healthy drink which have tomoto, carrort, veg, pickle, pepper, salt and many more... taste quite awaful. wonder why japanese like this kind of drink. so er xin. then on the way home, got a xiao qiang went inside yun short. she pissed off.. i know that kind of feeling is super gross.. but i'm really wonder why my car got those thing. gonna have a real cleaning of internal le..

keong just cook 3pack of noodle and my favourite egg my chef keong. haha. so sweet of him. plus a nice cold rebina. oh so prefect for me but i just too full. end up eating all these make my stomach bloated. how am i gonna sleep. hee's making me fat!!!

gonna play taxas to hit 5million.... good luck :)

slepy morning... tired and more tired..today went inside the tank. almost fall from the staging. omg. then oni my touch light drop down all the way and broke into piece. lucky!!! then went back home to take pay slip for james. then dun know why feel like seeing min. so pick her up. she seems to become fatter le. haha. but like this seems that her bf take good care of her.

then sms with shelia. she seems to be friendly and nice ger :) then we arrange to meet-up at her sch NYP. on the way back home, i super sleepy again. park below my home and sleep inside car. then i didn t on air con, result i was sweating like hell. faster run back home and prepare to meet her. but she got thing to do. so i start my facebook texas le. yeah i hit my first 2M le..

meet-up with keong and shu yun at my home to help star shine to do out the menu. seems like keong gonna be a big BOSS soon le. haha. wasted that his car basic theory keep failing. idiot him.

then we go sun plaza for ice cream session. so nice waffle with ice cream. that was real full. then going to our favourite accade. keong and i play the drum. we hit till the thing spoil and we really have fun. keep laughting till tear came out. realase stress.. meet-up with james at chong pang lasi lemak. i think overall order 8 chicken wing and 1 drumstick with lasi lemak. omg shu yun and keong eat 4 but the rest... james kill 2 chicken today. tired tired.. going sleep le... dun know why start to emo...

morning went down to ubi coz not working in the morning.. chat up with a few celica guy in town. got to know more power celica. "SS2 sport M"... i sit inside his car feel like modding my car again.. i have to REN.. no power mod le. now is bodykits... :) but end up during evening time, i went to change to apexi N1 exhuast and change my steering. cozting me 700 buck.. OMG..

then meet-up with james to help him with his civic type R. he really wanted it so much. can see from his eye. getting moodless if the loan not approve. hope eveything will turn good. than we go back our posh office to chat chat with the rest of hazardous. suddenly feel happy that all change to bigger car. but big crab got problem on car. big crab u gonna be strong. no bicycle for u but WRX is your choice.

we went to yishun 927 coffee shop to eat supper. order tian xin, frog leg porridge, cray fish and beef hot plate. so damn full. and try out a mixture of red bull with 100plus.. nice drink :) then go YD with james, mandy, yun and keong. seeing james worry about his type R and mandy seems sad too... oh no.. why just a car...

on the way back, saw duncarn fierce van. the maifa bling bling van.. chase him and tcss with him. talk about his love life and cars again.. must learn to be foucs on the car and the one i love. must be strong like him. so happy to hear that, if i do my car well, he help me to publish in hotstuff or hypetune magazine :)

STAY FOUCS XIANG...

oFF DAy... so happy!!! but lots lots of report rushing me out...

4plus finish half of my report.. bringing out my hotel guest from my home, jeff and keong for lunch.. ate a lot and bloated.. hate this feeling.. then went ubi mega car mart with james and mandy together to test drive james new interga. so cool but seems like got many problem.. omg.. evey1 getting a 2door car le. :) yeah that hazardous.

after went to the whole ubi to search for a boss kit to change my steering wheel end up guess wat, no shop have my part.. omg all need to order. haiz...

evening go to mustafar. almost wanted to hit down many india ppl. feel like been to india. all think that their road. idiot!!! even inside the shopping center with jeff, we almost start a fight with a indian. i testing my slipper, then this indian without eye kick away my own slipper. i scold him and he just ignore. jeff ask me to stop. CB indian otherwise sure give it to u. hate that place. end up we whole body itchy.. smelly place to be :)

then meet-up with james w/ mandy again at Mr.bean. this time seems james got many problem on his new car. hope this will be over for him and what he want, his dad will support. stay cool james!!!

report time... gonna do le..its 1am and i haven sleep :(

working day... hard to wake up.. going breakfast with jeff at marsiling 3++. wau lau the fish ball noodle stall got so many those tv ads, star adward but we eat the laska seems quite lousy. never go back again.. then rushing back from work to do my dad account. omg feeling sleepy. took me 2hrs plus. gonna do my own work report but no more strength. oni think of game game and game..

then 2045 went to jurong bird park for lancer meet-up for PG nite. Yeah its time to try out my celica.. but my friends car broke down, no choice have to go to my work shop. His car have no brake. so scary. then on our way to workshop, we trust his GPS and end up going on small and narrow road. GPS cannot be trusted de. then went to my workshop to do a full service for my car. source out thing for celica but end up nothing found. a rims i wanted so long, i wanne fix on but can't again. why why why celica so many parts cannot use. need to mod again. out of my surprise james and mandy came to BMS.. so good timing of us. after they come a bike accident happen in front of us. a camry hit a bike and seems the bikers lying there. jb cannot ride bike sia.

come back to singapore meet-up with my bro jeff and keong. wau lau both of them look so lo lan. like come back from war. then chief keong was like cooking for 10yrs never stop keep feeling hot even its raining outside with air-con on. tml wanne go sentosa for tanning and bikini ger but my work report haven finish... eerrrrrr... hate work!!!

this is my first time writing blog.. seems quite fun to record all my thing in here..

yesterday is its min birthdays.. this is the second yrs i didn t celebrate with her le. but got her a Gucci Ladies Web tote, Medium.. first time brought a bag so exp. tears coming out. haha. seeing all the design bag in the boutique, finally choose this for her. her 21st birthday should get something u wanted so long :)

Going down to her birthday @ warren country club seems scary. because i will be seeing her mum and bf there. make me feel pai seh. but no choice i just wanne see her. so happy now as her life seems to be happy with his new bf le. how i wish i was able to be with her on the 21th birthday.

then evening went down to celica meet-up. OMG they are all "Rich" people. 1 of the guys own 3cars like S2000, MRS turbo, Celica SS1. so feel kind of weird. then leave there and head toward yishun dam with James, Jeff, C.zhi and my baby mandy.. helping james to think what car he should get. i really wanted him to get a 2door car.

so much report gonna do... hate iT